To old me, How have you been little one? It's been a while since I last I checked up on you. A lot happened. I know. It's okay.  Don't bottle it up because it sucks. The feeling sucks, the feeling is shitty. Believe me it's better to cry it all out than not crying at all.  It's been a while huh? It's okay. I know. That heavy feeling in your chest will relieve. That zoning out moments will pass and that numb feeling will fade. I know. It's okay. We have our own story that I think you need to get through your head for you to understand. You will understand. It's okay. I know/ Remember the time when you first brought him home? The nerves he felt and yet you weren't even fazed? You weren't scared, you felt warm and light. You got to bring him home now. And ever since then it had become normal, to a point where he left pieces of him in your home. Your home. Ever since then, each picture you took was pinned up in your wall. All the whispers were rememb

      "What is LOVE?" a little girl asked her big sister. They were both just sitting at home. The both of them having  long dark hair, both wearing white shirts and was sitting in front of the TV watching the Twilight series.       "What kind of question is that?" the older sister asked. She never did liked that kind of topics.       "Oh come on ate. Just answer my question.." her sister said and looked at her intently. They were having a staring contest and like the last they played this game, she  LOST . In defeat she sighed and looked at the clock.      "Okay.." she answered quietly. Her sister smiled and clapped her hands. It took a while, she was just staring at the clock.      "Go on ate.." her sister said while arms crossed.       "Okay.." she said while taking a deep breath and continued. "Well, if you asked your ate way back 2013, she would say that  LOVE is everything, all you need in th