Writing a letter To one in particular The joys of being bored Of a girl that is junior. Its a Saturday Afternoon, In a very cold room She bangs her head on her desk, Being frustrated by the letter to no one in particular. She tries to stop, but she just cannot Not knowing any reason To creating in such thing But the words just keeps flowing and she continues in writing. Maybe because Valentines is coming,, Oh no! Not that thing! She doesn't believe in love, She controls being in love. No, stop with the thought. She  doesn't like Valentines, The only holiday she dreads, She just couldn't bare the sweetness of couples that are her friends. She does believe in love, Love for family and friends, But controls when it comes to the other, She had enough, the thought gives her shivers. Now back to the letter, To no one in particular, Its not a wish list or a love letter, Its just a normal one for someone special to

          I don't know how you do it. Paano mo yun nagawa? How did you become the protagonist, bida? Paano? You have an amazing fiance, great group of friends and nice parents. Maybe it's wrong to call you lucky. You did undergo depression -spoiler- so maybe hindi tama ung word na 'LUCKY'. Maybe fortunate? I don't know.           What is it like being depressed? Vivienne, kung totoong tao ka lang I would love to talk to you. I have billions of questions but no one has the answer  to it.           I don't understand anything anymore. Am I who they say they are? You know, for me, it's easier to share sa taong hindi mo masyadong kilala than sa taong matagal mo nang nakasama. Tendency is pag dun sa lagi matagal mo nang nakasama, mumurahin ka lang nila. My mind is splitting and I could hear my heart beating-literally-I could feel it. It's so loud and my stomach is churning. I feel sick. Not because they call me the 'M' word but I feel sick about mys